Capitalist Nigger 6

BLACK ILLUSIONS OF SUCCESS!!! An illusion is something that is deceives by producing a false or misleading impression of reality. So the title entitles that we blacks claim to have success whereas it is non existence, its all in the head. We have been insulted a lot by others calling us inferior due to our laziness of implementing our knowledge and skills. Yet we work and support the very same people who insult us, we rely on their products and everything else that betters our lives. They laughing at us, calling us name, but we see no problem in there. If we look around our homes, there is basically nothing that screams "made by blacks" , almost every product we have is made by the Caucasians. The black illusion of success is now measured by the cars we drive, the house in the white area we live in, the clothes we wear, we live for today, screw tomorrow. We basically do not have a solid rock that we can stand on, no solid structure of investments or businesses. We obsessed with things that have no real value to us or the future that is. A capitalist nigger does not whine, he doesn't tolerate anyone who sees him as inferior, he is out there to get what he wants, he does not depend on others and doesn't invest on things that add no value to him and his future (designer clothes & cars).

Capitalist Nigger 5

BLACKS ARE ECONOMIC SLAVES There is nothing in the 'world' or rather Africa that is pretty much owned by blacks, despite that we live in a land that has so many valuable natural resources (oil, diamond, gold, etc). The caucasians basically have control of what we should be owning. We do not even have the slightest clue of the value of our natural resources is, because if we did, we would have let the caucasian have so much control of these resources. We do not know how to access them, how to process them into other valuable, how to transport them, we basically rely on the caucasian's resource/technology and knowledge. We are basically slave. We never seem to see a problem, make means to act on it and come up with a solution that will help our race. During the segregation time, there was a Black economy (which now is non-existent), blacks knew how to create wealth and keep it in the community, blacks bought from blacks, blacks supported blacks, we relied on one another, we knew how to start our own businesses. Now where did we fail? We need to create a niche for ourselves in order to re-create the black economy, we need to focus on how to contribute in making that a reality. We need to be in control, we need to be educated consumers and capitalist fighters. We need to note that the whole of the african race is under economic occupation. We need to start building a solid foundation. 'A house without a solid foundation is bound to crumple sooner o later. Without economic independence, sooner or later we will be recolonized politically.

Capitalist Nigga 4

RUTHLESSNESS IN PURSUIT OF EXCELLENCE "One must possess great discipline & an iron hand if one is to succeed in this world.". We should bare in mind that the world does not owe us anything. Everything that we need, we should just fight for it. We should quit whining about how our resources were looted by other country, its like that, so what? We should STOP whining and begging for things to be serve for us on a platter of gold. These whining and begging makes us inferior. We need to grow some balls, move mountains if we have to, take what is due to us, be discipline,perseverance, persistence, believe in ourselves and have that killer instinct in pursuit of excellence. We need to be focused, determined and be go-getters. We should know that there is no manna that will fall from heaven. IF WE REALLY WANT SOMETHING, WE NEED TO BREAK SOME SWEAT, BONES IF WE HAVE TO, WE HAVE GO OUT THERE IN THE JUNGLE & FIGHT FOR IT!

Capitalist Nigger 2

FAILURE IS NEVER AN OPTION AS A CAPITALIST NIGGER This chapter is basically what the subtitle entitles. Its speaks about having no exception for failure what so ever. Its about the love of money and not being ashamed of it, thus you won't mind being called all these names (mogul, tycoon, baron, magnate, etc) and being proud to be called a nigger instead of being angry at a caucasian and being insulted of d name, it's all about transforming the word nigger to success. A capitalist nigger in this chapter is regarded as a an economic warrior, a nigger who loves money and the accumulation of wealth through every legal means possible rather than guns, knife n all that that we've been classified and known for. All this is made possible so that he can employ the resources of his wealth to improve himself and his family financially so, and the economic condition of his community. We also learn that friends might be one of our weak links in succeeding meaning we blacks have the PHD tendencies (Pull Him Down), so we should eliminate all of that negative power if we want to succeed because man, these bitches can bitch around only to pull us down. Moving right along, a capitalist nigger is said to wear the badge of being a nigger as a badge of success, embracing d nigger'ness in one lol. A CN is also said have the potential if that is the right word, to shed his pride and seek the mentoring of a Caucasian who have achieved great success. Imitation is said to be the best form of compliment, CN must just follow the foot steps of a Caucasian wherever possible because they way ahead of us, if it means we have to mimic their every move, so be it, we have to copy some they do, so be it, as long as in the long run, we'll be balling and rolling in money!

Capitalist Nigger (1)

Black race-chapter 1!!! It is basically talking about how we need not to point fingers n blaming others about our failures, we need 2 man up like every other man of any ada race nd work our butts out. This chapter also tell us about what I'll call well groomed companies, company's that do not have a shade what so eva of a black man. We as blacks prefer to watch others start multi million company's and beg for jobs in those companies playing d race card than challenging those company's by starting our own multi-billion companies and let our nations or rather race to beg us to employ them! We are basically classified as slaves and lazy asses in this chapter than anything else because I believe we do have great ideas that basically die in our mind before we could even implement them any further than d mind!

Capitalist Nigger (1)

Black race-chapter 1!!! It z basically talking about how we need not to point fingers n blaming others about our failures, we need 2 man up like every other man of any ada race nd work our butts out. This chapter also tell us about what I'll call well groomed companies, company's that do not have a shade what so eva of a black man. We as blacks prefer to watch others start multi million company's and beg for jobs in those companies playing d race card than challenging those company's by starting our own multi-billion companies and let our nations or rather race to beg us to employ them! We are basically classified as slaves and lazy asses in this chapter than anything else because I believe we do have great ideas that basically die in our mind before we could even implement them any further than d mind!

Capitalist Nigger

Capitalist Nigger

Untitled writing to me by my sweetest, most kind facebook friend Tshepo Mohlala

I write you stories and poetry,,,a lot more than I should,,,i find myself looking at your pictures,,each and everyday,,,and since we have started talking,,,i've grown quite fond of you,,and you concider me a friend,,,at least that's what you say,,,but i'll never really know,,,cos ur so far away,,,u'll never really know,,,of how much I adore you,,,i'll never know cos i'll never say,,,and you will never know how much I care about you,,,i'll look forward to the day,,i stand infront of you,,,on one knee I will kiss ur hand,,,,jst the way I told you,,,and you will know how it feels,,,simply,,,,to be swidee,,,and on that day,,,all my dreams and wishes will come throu,,,,,jst to hv the chance of meeting you....

Forget Him by KK Lovecity

Forget me: Forget his name. Forget his face. Forget kiss. This are the little things that used to please me when you do them. Make my world complete and make me happy. His warm embrace. Forget the love that I once knew. Remember he has someone new. Forget him when our song plays. Remember when I cried all night long and wet ma pillow as if I poured water on it. Cried till my eyes went red as those flowers you bought me and hold a note that you loved me. Forget how close you once where as ink on a page. The page I wrote you your 1st love letter and you thanked God I was there for you. As close as your lips and mine interconnect you kissed me. Remember he has a new girl in his life.. Left me and never even remembered me as if you never meet me while my mind never goes a day without him passing through. Forget how you memorized his walk. As you walked towards me the 1st time and just said hi. Forget the things he used to say which made my heart skip a beat but I still lived life. When his lips moved they grabbed ma attention with the core as I never blinked 4 the inter conversation since you said hi. Funny enough all I remembered that day was hi and bye. As u walked again I looked at every step you took as you went away. Remember he has gone away. Forget his laugh forget his grin. Forget the dimples on his chicks as he smile and looked me in the eye. Forget the way he held you tight and long as grudges never wanted to let go as if you knew that tomorrow will never come so we can hold again. Remember his with her tonight. They laughing and I'm here writing this poem and sad as I can ever be. Forget the time that went so fast and you forgot how good love feels until it was once here again but not for long too. Forget the love that moved, his past and made him ma everything my future and my ending. Forget his looks because the only picture I have now is him and her as it flashes in front of me and he just puts it the to be seen. Forget he said he'd loved you never. Remember he's gone forever.!

1st grade: Guys Expectations

Don't we (girls) wish we knew what really is in guys minds? Don't you? Well I know I do thus this past week I decided 2 ask my ninjas (guy friends since it might be offensive to say niggas to some) one of the questions that at least most girls ask themselves "what are guys' expectations in a relationship?" Well I happened to be one of the most inexperience people in the field of relationships thus I kinda had 2 make this small research. Funny how guys jumped to answer this question without hesitation and most have said a common "thing" that they are expecting. Yes! You guessed it's SEX! That was pretty funny 'cause these ninjas didn't even ask in what manner am I asking my question. Well I was asking in a manner of dating a new flavour in spice land, they didn't answer me in a manner that I wanted...but, yeah they mentioned "mature" expectations like loyalty, trust, support, love, RESPECT and all'a that but what stand out was SATISFACTION (which is sex) and RESPECT, 9 out of 10 guys emphasize on these two. I further asked them what is their take of PDA (Public Display Affection), well they said they don't mind holding hands and kissing in public but I have a problem with that because I live in a community were adults regard PDA as DISRESPECTFUL. So I, myself value respect and well, some people regard me as a "RESPECTED and RESPECTFUL" person, quite funny I tell u (story for another day). So does it mean my ninjas care less about that 'community respect'? Anyhu my take on PDA would be to do it when you comfortable with it but do respect your elders and if yall wanna know a bit about guys, then read "Act like a lady, Think like a man" by Steve Harvey, its a good read, I'll keep you updated on further future research! Until next time, Nolu "Love"s You!!!

Something inside so Strong by Lira courtesy by KK Lovecity

Well Nolulove kinder inspired me wit de imagine me song so I though I'll also do a little sum sum... Hre goes hope it hits home lik I want it 2...Something Inside So Strong (1986 - From the CD "So Strong") The higher you build your barriers, The taller I become, The farther you take my rights away, The faster I will run, You can deny me, You can decide to turn your face away, No matter, cos there’s Something inside so strong, I know that I can make it, Though you’re doing me wrong, so wrong You thought that my pride was gone, Oh no, there's something inside so strong, Oh oh oh oh oh oh Something inside so strong. The more you refuse to hear my voice, The louder I will sing, You hide behind walls of Jericho, Your lies will come tumbling, Deny my place in time, You squander wealth that’s mine, My light will shine so brightly, It will blind you, because there’s Something inside so strong, I know that I can make it, Though you’re doing me wrong, so wrong You thought that my pride was gone, Oh no, there's something inside so strong, Oh oh oh oh oh oh Something inside so strong. Brothers and sisters, When they insist we’re just not good enough, Well we know better, Just look ‘em in the eyes and say, We're gonna do it anyway, We're gonna do it anyway, There's Something inside so strong, And I know that I can make it, Though you’re doing me wrong, so wrong You thought that my pride was gone, Oh no, there's something inside so strong, Oh oh oh oh oh oh Something inside so strong, Brothers and sisters, When they insist we’re just not good enough, Well we know better, Just look ‘em in the eyes and say, We're gonna do it anyway, We're gonna do it anyway, We're gonna do it anyway, We're gonna do it anyway, Because there’s Something inside so strong, I know that I can make it, Though you’re doing me wrong, so wrong You thought that my pride was gone, Oh no, there's something inside so strong. There's something inside so strong, I know that I can make it, Though you’re doing me wrong, so wrong You thought that my pride, was gone, Oh no, there's something inside so strong Oh oh oh oh oh oh Something inside so strong, Oh oh oh oh oh oh Something inside so strong, Oh oh oh oh Something inside so strong,

Swagga punch!!!

So a while back I got an invite on my bbm, not that I'm hating on my friends, but on my facebook & BBM I hardly get invites from hot looking people unless maybe I might be ignorant when it come to looks....anyhu I accepted this person only to view his profile picture, yho God blesses some other parents....that child was made, don't know how or where but dzamn....he's so fine, he nearly made Trey Songz jealous in my dreams (meaning my imaginations since um not really a dreamer like literally). So we've been chatting and its all ayt but its not good, like what the heck? He finds me funny and I can't compete with the person he thinks I am. Just because I made him laugh the first few days, don't mean I can do that every night, I ain't no text-up comedian, that's what he expects anyway. Man he's the kinder guy that make you hate hot guy. Talking about hot guys, I remember in my high school years I had this minor crush on this cutie, though the funniest thing is non of my friends found him any cuter, talk about a 'puncher' lol. Well for me he was good looking until I got his attention and he had a chance to ask me out. Oh boy 'let me die if I have to deal with that again' . He is so "fruitten" lame, like what the heck? I couldn't even tell my friends what he really said, was so embarrassed, "how could he?" Nxa! The sad part is that the ugliest guys happen to have all the right words which has kinder lead me to think my prince charming will kinder be 'ugly' yuck....sad story! Though I wonder why some hot guy are such a waste, well they go around the hood like they all that (which they are) and pimp around, "nigga.....your looks ain't everything, you know we just lusting on your ass, right?". If they knew how they making themselves look like jerk asses. Then there is this other cutie who thinks the world owes him something, he's got this annoying swag, he's too serious and he likes me (SMILES), but jerk ass is just not good for my street credibility (as if I have any). Yho but ey I got my eye on this hot & fine chicken.....OH MY....he's so fine....though that's a story for another day. Can't wait for my friends to start writing about their guys experience cause mine is kinder lame and pretty much like a lullaby, I need to get out more! Wish me luck! Lovers & friends....NoluLove gotta bounce now....let me go fishing! Mwaaaah! Later!!!! **HOPE I DIDN'T DO ONE OF THOSE SILLY MISTAKES OF WRITING SHE INSTEAD OF HE, ENGLISH CAN BE BETRAYAL**

Punch of the Week-Right in the Face

Nothing that hurts like loosing a book that you need for a test....I mean what the heck? Lol Here I am tryna study only to realize that I actually don't have a book 2 study with, No textbook, No notes.....now that's a sad story I tell yall....so tomorrow its me with a paper that I don't know what it contains....this is just great! I don't know if I should just pray or just sleep? Talk about a great life of NoluLove lol....um actually getting tested with a test? We'll see how it goes! Wish me luck, I think um gonna need it this time around! Lol life neh???!!!?! ***NoluLove***

Long Distance by KK Lovecity

De ws a tear rolling in ma face as I began 2 writ this. So I close ma eyes lips n let it fall coz if love is blind den this feeling is sightless n me I'v been 9tless,dayless, restless bcoz of this distance bewtn us and I dnt mean emotionally I mean I mean wat I feel when u not close 2me bcoz 2dy u are 100milles away when ysday u whr lying so ultimately witin ma arms I mean lying de as if u has sumthng 2 loose if u move,lik u'd die b4 u choose 2b given a cm away 4rm me. And 2dy u bck in ur home. And I'm hre alone hatting it. Waiting,ecpecting 2 see ur face,ur voice as soft as clouds melt away behind de sun n ur toung teasing de entry @ ma lips slipping words benith its cracks I love u. I love u bck. Bt 2day I'v only got a 4wn. I'v got a call dat hasn't ended as u got in2 ur car turning de key 4ward and moved along. I cried twice and u held me lik grudges so long n hard. I felt so much love cutting beneath ma skin is was enough to 2 leave me permanently scared. And I'v never felt this way b4. Never felt so broken and so empty so hole and den so half of a person so no more. So as u slept last 9t I wrote a letter 2 this distance and it went: Dear distance u brought me something proximity culd never manage 2 gv me. U brought me love,hope n faith. Bt at de same time as u manage 2 leave me empty coz everytime she walks away she takes ma son wit her. And de very next day de clouds are grey. My insides are as blue as a worm day,yet so sad and flied wit glum. And distance I hate personification,bt if u culd feel this u wanna rip ur insides away 4rm ur feelings and u wanna cling on 2 a little strings of strength while I'm holding u 2geda n pray dat u not de vowl dat breaks. So distance plz go away plz go somewhr new,somwhr whr sum1 needs u,bcoz I dnt want u hre. I dnt want u near us. I dnt want u 2 tear us apart coz if she goes she'll tak my hrt. So distance I hope one day u die n burn in hell. And then I can hear her breath ringing @ ma ears lik havens bells n u ,u are de Earth benith de sun breathing de attation of its heat,u are de souls benith shoes kissing de ground wit flaping toung and every single time dey meet, u a words 4rm a pen liking 4rm a de sheets of ma bed de margin,de invention n de knowledge dey spread. U are a warrior wit everythng I'v eva stored up on u,every word i use it sourd,every kiss is spear guarding us 4rm ourslfs our love,our fear. U fight de war wit de light throught ma eyes ,come on love continue to shine u are love. U are de love I'v never been able 2 personified bt only touch,feel n see frm a distance. You are time de second,de mints, de hours witin me. Every instance. Every intuation. Every reflex ma body holds. Every good intention. Every road I'v chosen not 2 travel bt 2 mak ma own n sumtims ma legs grow tired of walking so, if only 4 a moment I'd lik 2 do nothing more dan 2 rest wit u. Becoz even in captivity allows u 2 roam. Coz nothng compers 2 wat I feel whn u gone so plz long distance leave us alone. KK LoveCity: Nolulove's friend

APPRECIATE!!!

Its small conversations d@ sumhow reveal d smallest secret 2 a smile....how do I know ds? Well was chatting 2 an old 4rnd of mine, so he asked me what's new in my life, my answer kinda made me smile....I answered him by saying " I am rising in love wit everything around me, everything I do & every1 I do (excuse the pun) lol" . So he further asked me who's the lucky man? I don't know why people keep saying "lucky guy", the damn person didn't win no lottery! Anyhu I further explained that " I just chose 2 b happy & love freely, from family to friends, friends to "the guy" ...lol but its not all about him....I chose 2 love me n all that I have. Love wit no boundaries" . I kinda read that after I sent it then I realized how powerful that was 'coming from me', was kinda impressed. So the day you finally find true happiness, is by being happy with yourself, by yourself, in yourself, with what you have and appreciating each and everyday. I'm not saying you should get stuck now and leave your dreams and alla that, keep dreaming, keep pushing, keep reaching for the stars but APPRECIATE!!! That is all from me to me lol and you!! NoluLovesYou!

Imagine me

This song inspires me nd I just hv 2 l2 it every morning so d@ I cn hv d@ smile on my face. Um sure every1 has d@ song d@ just talks to him or her, well mine is Imagine Me by Kirk Franklin! "Imagine Me" Imagine me, Loving what I see when the mirror looks at me, cause I, I imagine me, In a place of no insecurities, And I'm finally happy cause, I imagine me. Letting go of all of the ones who hurt me, Cause they never did deserve me, Can you imagine me? Saying no to thoughts that try to control me, Remembering all you told me, Lord, can you imagine me? Over what my mama said, And healed from what my daddy did, And I wanna live and not read that page again. [Chorus:] Imagine me, being free, trusting you totally finally I can... Imagine me, I admit it was hard to see, You being in love with someone like me, But finally I can... Imagine me Being strong, And not letting people break me down, You won't get that joy this time around, Can you imagine me? In a world (in a world) where nobody has to live afraid, Because of your love fears gone away, Can you imagine me? [Bridge:] Letting go of my past, And glad I have another chance, And my heart will dance, 'Cause I don't have to read that page again [Chorus x2] [Vamp:] Gone, gone, it's gone, all gone

Lost in Love

You saw me, I saw u, We've seen each ada, Ryt thru each ada, Eye to eye, In depth of d eye, B4 we both turned blind, Blinded by d wind of love. 4 a moment it felt lyk it ws an eyelash dat fell in thy eye, But d blindness ws way beyond a matter of seconds n minutes, I tel u its a scary feeling thow it z pleasant wen u indulge in it, Despite that d feeling weakens thy heart nd reach as far as melting it too. Tried to move, Tried to ignore, Tried to 4get, But sumhow it ws strong, It ws already imprinted, It has already bn glued, It z stuck 4 almost a lyftym, Oh so my heart shall belive. Your touch I felt b4 u even came close 2 touching me Your aroma rose to d dear sky to travel by d wind as I smelled u from afar Your taste ws sumhow incomparable as it ws beyond wat we say is swit I felt ur presence miles from were I ws nd I ws immediately taken by ur distant presence It z love Nthing but love Everything dat z love Sumthing lyk everything U in me Me in u My heart ws urs Nd urs ws mine My heart kept pounding, my neighbor complained bwt d loud bang Little dd she know d@ it ws beyond my reach, non I cn du 2 stop it Some1 plz call 911, no wrong, d code is unavailable in ur area Just call L.0.V.E um sure they shall answer @ d sound of ur voice, they said I tryd 2 scream but no words came out except d words "I love you" as u were nw d@ close I felt d coldness running down my spine, "save me oh save me" my heart yelled As I ws bwt to fall to d ground coz I ws falling in love He ran to rose me up nd said "thy shall nt fall bt raise in love" I smyled I blushed I froze As I ws weak He smyled He hold me up He hugd me I embraced his warmth He stared ryt in2 my brown eyes, I looked bt my mind ws ignorant I looked away but he hold my chin nd turned my face stryt to his, f2f We stared @ each other as our hearts synchronous The moment ws amazing as everything strtd vanishing around us It ws just us nthing bt us "oh God let it last 4 ever" my heart yelled again Not so long sum1 pat his shoulder calling his name nd broke d bond of our hug "Who ws she?" I wondered as they strtd hugging and kissing I heard hez breath taking voice as he said "this is my girlfriend soon 2 b fiancé Tash, I ddnt gt urs!" I froze I chocked I muted My eyes popped wild I closed my eyes I took a breath I smiled a bit What cud I hv done I looked @ her...ohh the b***h ws so perfect, not an inch of dirt on her Shez every man's dream, who wudnt want her, the princess I said "hi" wit d saddest voice I hardly recognized myclf I had He said he ws chris, i said I ws no one important, I thanked him 4 helpn me, I ran The embarrassment, ohh my world open up nd swallow me 4eva I blivd in d@ moment, d@ 1 perfect moment, it sure felt gud But it ws just a dream, ws all built in my head, my heart I lost on love nd d lil pretty princess won!!!! My shadow followed me Nthing else No1 else I faded away He ws gone Neva mine Never will be Its me again against love!