Long Distance by KK Lovecity

De ws a tear rolling in ma face as I began 2 writ this. So I close ma eyes lips n let it fall coz if love is blind den this feeling is sightless n me I'v been 9tless,dayless, restless bcoz of this distance bewtn us and I dnt mean emotionally I mean I mean wat I feel when u not close 2me bcoz 2dy u are 100milles away when ysday u whr lying so ultimately witin ma arms I mean lying de as if u has sumthng 2 loose if u move,lik u'd die b4 u choose 2b given a cm away 4rm me. And 2dy u bck in ur home. And I'm hre alone hatting it. Waiting,ecpecting 2 see ur face,ur voice as soft as clouds melt away behind de sun n ur toung teasing de entry @ ma lips slipping words benith its cracks I love u. I love u bck. Bt 2day I'v only got a 4wn. I'v got a call dat hasn't ended as u got in2 ur car turning de key 4ward and moved along. I cried twice and u held me lik grudges so long n hard. I felt so much love cutting beneath ma skin is was enough to 2 leave me permanently scared. And I'v never felt this way b4. Never felt so broken and so empty so hole and den so half of a person so no more. So as u slept last 9t I wrote a letter 2 this distance and it went: Dear distance u brought me something proximity culd never manage 2 gv me. U brought me love,hope n faith. Bt at de same time as u manage 2 leave me empty coz everytime she walks away she takes ma son wit her. And de very next day de clouds are grey. My insides are as blue as a worm day,yet so sad and flied wit glum. And distance I hate personification,bt if u culd feel this u wanna rip ur insides away 4rm ur feelings and u wanna cling on 2 a little strings of strength while I'm holding u 2geda n pray dat u not de vowl dat breaks. So distance plz go away plz go somewhr new,somwhr whr sum1 needs u,bcoz I dnt want u hre. I dnt want u near us. I dnt want u 2 tear us apart coz if she goes she'll tak my hrt. So distance I hope one day u die n burn in hell. And then I can hear her breath ringing @ ma ears lik havens bells n u ,u are de Earth benith de sun breathing de attation of its heat,u are de souls benith shoes kissing de ground wit flaping toung and every single time dey meet, u a words 4rm a pen liking 4rm a de sheets of ma bed de margin,de invention n de knowledge dey spread. U are a warrior wit everythng I'v eva stored up on u,every word i use it sourd,every kiss is spear guarding us 4rm ourslfs our love,our fear. U fight de war wit de light throught ma eyes ,come on love continue to shine u are love. U are de love I'v never been able 2 personified bt only touch,feel n see frm a distance. You are time de second,de mints, de hours witin me. Every instance. Every intuation. Every reflex ma body holds. Every good intention. Every road I'v chosen not 2 travel bt 2 mak ma own n sumtims ma legs grow tired of walking so, if only 4 a moment I'd lik 2 do nothing more dan 2 rest wit u. Becoz even in captivity allows u 2 roam. Coz nothng compers 2 wat I feel whn u gone so plz long distance leave us alone. KK LoveCity: Nolulove's friend